Sleepy
morning, lazy and scary day, tired evening and lonely night, this is how
passing my life and time. Remembering the worthy past facing ,freaking present
and worrying about the written future. Not guts, no glory, no brains and same
story all the time…!!!
Excepting
that expectations that don’t worth accepting another lesson, fading passion.
Wow!! What a life worth living. Beyond the expectation, time and situation are
altering. Everything in my life is going smooth and as usual in spite I’m very
unlucky with technical objects ie; cell phone, calculator esp and many more.
Dark,
dense cloud roam around the mind in an imagination without cell phone. I just
have realized that I have fully addicted in the cell phone. Refreshing songs,
text messages, funny videos, random pictures are striking my mind every
seconds. I had faced the situation, how it feel without cell phone for about
four months and even in different patches of time.
Cell
phones are becoming the physiological as well as psychological process to
maintain the life activities. Without cell phone psychological imbalance occur
in mind and restore those random memories connected with cell phone. I can find
myself self-directed, powerful and self-reliant even in the chaos with cell
phone. Despite all those pros loneliness, frustrated, depressed and even in
embarrassing situation are faced in its absence. In this context, people are
becoming materialistic and parasitic which depends upon the host to live their
life. Cell phone are becoming integral part of life indeed.
Its
my experience that pool of imagination piled one after another to form a huge
plan, I missed the every moments which I had passed with my cell phone. Most
frequently, I used my cell phone for providing me the time which serves as a
clock for me. In the midnight serving as a friend for a toilet trip and
switching on the light. Practicing the fast type of the text message and
feeling proud to do so, sneaking into other cell phone to see messages, serving
as a desktop connected with internet,homepage,wallpost.. blah…blah… no calls
for the whole day sometimes make me feel sad and doing missed call to each
other.
Short
time but the deep intimacy with the cell phone sometime make me think about
what is the sole cause that me becoming so addicted.